Bottled Emotions
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Bottled Emotions

I see you getting hurt, and it pains me inside. Though you think it nothing, it twists and contorts me inside. To me, things are always more painful then they seem. You think nothing of it, shrugging it off into the chill, cold night. You are troubled, more then anyone can see, but I can see through that shield. I can see the yound child deep inside, being taunted, and hurt. you build it all up inside, and it pains me to think of how you live and how, someday, all that pain shall be released. Whenever you are hurt, I can feel it, soul mate. I too pretend to make nothing of it, until I reach the dark corner and cry for your pain. Pain, anger, fear, agression, suffering, these are all things you keep bottled up inside. I know, I once did the same, and my psyical and mental beings have both paid a heavy price. Though my psyical more then my mental at times. But I learned to control and release it, and I hope that you can do the same because you are far more troubled then I. I wish I could take you away from that awful place and into my arms. But some dreams are just meant to stay dreamed. I wish I could be at your side, always. Someone to talk to, to tell your troubles too. I want you to know that I am always here for you, and that I know what it's like to build up inside. And I have paid heavily for it. I don't want you to do the same. I want you to amount to something in this world and not think that you are worthless. I want you to know that you bring me happiness, without it, I doubt I'd be here, today. I mean something in this world, because you mean the world to me, for your love, I am eternally greatfull. Please, I'll always be here with an open heart and mind waiting to listen to your troubles and help you. Because I went through a lot of the same stuff, and I pray, that no one turns out like me.

-Jenni Kirby

The person that I dedicated this to is gone...but I will leave on this personal message...
I want you to know, that I will listen to anything you say and try and help with any of your problems. Please don't keep them bottled up inside like I did...for now, I live eternally w/ pain, 'til the day I die, I will never know a second when I do not feel the pain in my body. Please, I'm always open and willing to help a friend in need.


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